stickmeinthefreezer “I am yours. If I died this moment, I am yours. Forget me. Forget me and love me again as you did the first time. Forget me and come back to me again.”- James Joyce, from Exiles: A Play in Three Acts ah yes best response to emotions? be overly dramatic and drown in poetic lines i think I'm literally doomed to always be someone's second pick or pity pick or desperation pick at this point someday i'll have to accept that reverse eldritch horror is the mortifying ordeal of having only once been truly and fully understood and managing to throw it away like a fucking dumbass lol i don't know if i'll ever forgive myself but someday i'll accept it and hopefully then i can move on